No Sleep For The Wicked

by jawaraalleyne

I’ve got a problem and I think I know what it is. Insomnia. Yes my friends I definitely do. There are numerous types of insomnia. Mine fall under the ‘difficulty going to sleep category’, as well as the ‘staying awake for so long that you feel refreshed even though your body have not had enough sleep’ category.

This is a chronic problem and I don’t know why but I absolutely hate going to sleep. It’s almost a phobia. There’s something innate that prevents me from going to sleep at nights. Sometimes even when I’m not doing anything I just stand around delaying the act of physically going into my bed. I might need to see a doctor… but I don’t want sleeping pills, I’m too young for that and quite frankly I’m just not about that life. Hell to the no.

Some of the causes of Insomnia are stress, anxiety, depression and schitzofrenia. Sounds like an acurate discription of myself. Especially the stress. I find that I’m pretty good at hiding stress. Most times I even fool myself into thinking that I’m not. Oh well, what can you do? (Hashtag Uni Life)

Now the problem with me now is that after it passes a certain time, It makes no sense for me to even attempt sleeping anymore since I have to rise so early in the morning and I can’t afford ot be late. So I’m up, watching Avatar the Legends of Korra and writing my essay.

On the bright side, hopefully tomorrow I’ll be so tired that I’ll actually manage to go to bed on time.

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